I never thought a single sound would mean the world to me, but today I met with my ob's medical assistant and got to hear my little Goober's heartbeat. It was so beautiful. Such a tiny little sound means so much more than anything in the world. It really made this pregnancy more real. Like OMG I'm gonna be a mommy, I'm gonna be someone's mommy, finally. I'm gonna hear someone call me Mommy for the rest of my life. Someone is gonna depend on me, to kiss the boo boos and check under the bed and in the closet for monsters. I feel so very blessed and loved.
Eric was so happy to hear the heart beat too. I wasn't the only one tearing up when Goober's heartbeat was heard. He's so happy and excited about everything that has to deal with Goober.
Thank god I have someone standing by my side during all this. I love him more everyday we're together.
