It seems so surreal for me to already be in the 02nd trimester. It feels just like yesterday that I found out I was pregnant. It's been 8 weeks since then and those weeks flew by. I'm so happy to be in the 02nd trimester. I was terrified I would miscarry, but God wants my Goober to be born. Elly/LJ is gonna be extremely spoiled by mommy and daddy. And Aunt Katy, she's already said. She's almost just as excited as Eric, me and Mom.
Morning sickness has almost completely subsided, thanks God. Plus, my headaches are as severe as they were a couple weeks ago. Plus, I stopped losing weight. YAY!!!! I lost in total 15lbs. I'm hoping I gain all that back during the pregnancy and maybe a little more, but I don't want to be huge and have a tons of weight to lose after I have Goober.
Eric says my belly is starting to grow already. I don't know about that. I'm waiting until next week to take an updated belly picture. I took one at 10weeks 5days. It looked like I had to baby bump but that's just my normal stomach. I may have a small bump now though. Who knows? I won't take the picture early either.
Anywho, I think I may be going with Kay's CNM(Certified Nurse-Midwife). She is exactly what I want. I want to do an ALL NATURAL birth. I want to be able to move around, try different positions, and not have to wrry about a doctor asking me if I want drugs. I DON'T. I've already met her and I automatically got a great feeling from her. I haven't met with my OB yet. I've bascially made up my mind I just want to make sure I'm making the right decision. I don't want to just drop my OB before I meet her. So I'll wait.
In the mean time, I've got so much I need to do. And I really need to get my butt in gear. I'm trying to clean up my language. I am gonna be someone's Mommy and my mom NEVER swore in front of us kids while we were growing up.
