I miss being at home during the evenings. I miss putting Miss Bug to bed, or at least kissing her good night. I miss spending time with Papi. Yesterday it snowed pretty much all day. So people where driving stupidly. I usually leave to go to school at about 5:30 so I can park and get to class. The parking lot at Baker is a madhouse. I've decided that instead of circling it hoping for a spot to open that I'll just take the extra time and park farther away and walk (probably 1/4 of a mile). It's healthier for me as well.
Last night I had Human Anatomy and Physiology lecture AND lab. So two classes in one night. One right after the other. People were driving so slow while Papi was trying to get home. He walked in the door, I gave him a kiss, grabbed my stuff and left. It's took me probably ten minutes to drive to the campus(maybe more), ten minutes to pull into the parking lot, then another five to seven to find a parking spot. I then had to walk to class, find where I was suppose to be. Needless to say, I was late. Class started at six and I walked in twenty after.
Anyways, last night I also had to do some grocery shopping. So I got out of class at 9:40-ish, had to walk back to my car, scrap ice off it, then drive to the store. I didn't pull into the drive until eleven o'clock. Papi was already tired, I was irritated. So last night just wasn't a good night until we laid in bed. All he had to do was hold me close and everything just drifted away.
I miss spending more than a tired hour with him.
Being back at school also puts a cut into our gym time. We have one vehicle so he uses it for work and I use it for school. We're really gonna have to buckle down on the weekends and go. It's the only time, for now, that we can go. Friday through Sunday. Hopefully soon we'll have another vehicle. It also puts a cut into how we've been eatting. Right now I don't bother with cooking dinner because we can't eat it together, but I am going to make something tonight seeing as it's our 6mo anniversary. Even though we won't be spending it together. It's sad for me to think about being in Algebra when I should be spending my anniversary with Papi.
I may not like it and may miss everything about my life before school, but it's something I have to do. I can't get out of it. I have no job and no place will hire me so school is the only option I have to bring in more money for my family.
