Man time flies. It seriuosly needs to stop. RIGHT NOW!!! {lol}
Anyways, life has been so hectic for me for the past couple days. I'm having to adjust to life as a single mom. That's right. I'm a single mother. It's something I didn't think would happen, but the relationship I was in was unhealthy. I was unhappy. We fought all the time and once he realized he wasn't my Bug's real dad he became distant from her. He wasn't sure if he could raise her. How can I be with someone who doesn't know if he can accept my daughter? He would bounce back an dforth on whether or not he wanted to be a part of her life. He wasn't making a decision so I did and it was one he didn't like. He has been trying to get me to work things out, but I have tried. I had been trying for months and the fighting never stopped. It wasn't healthy for me or my daughter. She seems so much happy without all the fighting putting stress on her. She's even started having daily BMs. She'd go 2-3 days without having one but since I broke up with EB she has had one everyday. If that doesn't tell me I made the right choice for her sake then I don't know what would.
I told her real dad, JV about her. He seems happy and told me that if I needed help he would there for us. He's already asked me if I needed anything for her he'd send it. There's only one problem. He's moving. To France. For FIVE years at least. He's joining the French Legion. He leaves in December.
Let's see. I'm doing great. I'm ready to move to KY, but that's gonna be another 2 months easy. This blog will most likely be how I update everyone on how me and my Bug are doing. I'm hoping to really start blogging. I've tried it before. i had planned on blooging more while I was pregnant, but that didn't happen. I'll try my hardest to keep it updated but I'm not promising anything.
Anywho, I hope you follow and enjoy the Ramblings of a New Momma.
